In Vanity Fair in 1987, Keaton told Joan Juliet Buck, âI was always pretty religious as a kid, but I had trouble with Jesus early on because I couldnât understand that there was a son of God here on earth. I was primarily interested in religion because I wanted to go to heaven.â Longing to be somewhere else, someone else, up in the firmament, is the mark of a dreamer, and Keatonâs characters, like the terminally ill Bessie in âMarvinâs Roomâ (1996), dream of joy, a joy that is less fleeting than life. Bessieâs father, Marvin, has had a stroke and canât speak, so Bessie holds a mirror up to the window to reflect sunbeams toward him and make him smile and feel the warmth of the worldâs heart. In those moments, sheâs like an older Laura from Tennessee Williamsâs âThe Glass Menagerie,â polishing her bits of glass so she can watch the light play in them.
Like Laura, Keatonâs characters donât know what to do with the attention they crave once theyâve got it. There are actually very few love scenes in Keatonâs movies, and the ones I remember seem partially obscured by darkness or clothing: in that era, innuendo was generally more interesting to filmmakers than being explicit. Plus, there was her natural modesty (âI have definite opinions about my body,â she told Buck). Keaton distinguished herself in her first Broadway show, âHair,â in 1968, not only by singing âBlack Boysâ (âBlack boys are delicious, chocolate-flavored loveâ) but by not taking off her clothes at the end of the first actâshe didnât see the point.
In the eighties, Keaton gave several remarkable performances about the politics of the body. In the sensitively drawn, almost emotionally overwhelming movie âShoot the Moonâ (1982), directed by Alan Parker, she plays Faith Dunlap, a middle-aged woman with four young children. In the first scenes, we watch as Faith gets dressed to go out, only later to be emotionally stripped down as she realizes that she no longer wants to be married to her husband, George, a writer, beautifully played by Albert Finney. Soon after she and George separate, Faith entertains a workman named Frank, who is building a tennis court on the coupleâs property. As she and Frank sit apart in the parlor, nearly silent, first-date jitters, tentativeness, anxiety, hope, fear, and attraction fill the space between them. Frank makes a pass, and, in a move that is part Faith, part Keaton, Faith retreats. But then, thereâs a touch, a kiss, and you can almost hear her heart beating beneath her oversized shirt: Will I be hurt? Is this love? Is it?
Like many of Keatonâs characters, Kay, the wife of Michael Corleone (Al Pacino), in Francis Ford Coppolaâs three âGodfatherâ films, lives in a morally compromised world: goodness is not part of anyoneâs calculations; reflection slows things down (unless youâre thinking about how to stick it to the next guy before he sticks it to you). In the first film, Keaton wears a terrible wigâa coiffure she loathedâbut I think the awkwardness of it actually helped her to develop Kayâs awkwardness; her innocence is in direct contrast to her husbandâs canniness. Just as Keaton was a sort of Wasp foil to Allenâs Jewishness, Kay is âwhiteâ in contrast to the Corleonesâ darkness. But Keaton doesnât over-emphasize Kayâs difference; Kay just is, and, when she rebels against the Corleonesâ legacy of violence, she uses her own body to take a stand, telling Michael, âI wouldnât bring another one of your sons into this world!â Kayâs ethics are her downfall, just as sensuality becomes a kind of downfall for Anna in âThe Good Motherâ (1988). A single parent, Anna falls for an Irish sculptor (Liam Neeson) who wakes her up to her own body, to pleasure, but, even as she explores the beauty of it, you can see, flickering across Keatonâs face, all the doubt and fear Anna feels when intimacyâthe ultimate strangerâshows up at her door.
Throughout her acting career, Keaton, whose diverse creativity and productivity got less attention than her personaâshe would not have known who she was if she wasnât making somethingâworked on other projects. With the curator Marvin Heiferman, she made art books that drew on movie stills and tabloid pictures, while also producing works of her own. (Check out âReservations,â her book of photographs taken in hotel interiors. Not surprisingly, Keaton was drawn to images of furniture that was unusual or positioned at odd angles.) Her books, like her documentary filmmakingâher 1987 film, âHeaven,â explored various ideas about the afterlifeâwere an extension of her love of imagery and collage, an interest she inherited from her mother, the charismatic Dorothy Hall.
In 2011, Keaton published âThen Again,â her first memoir (three more would follow). The book is beautiful for a number of reasons, one being that it is a kind of conversation with her mother, whose triumph in the âMrs. Los Angelesâ beauty pageant when Keaton was a child was an impetus for her getting onstage herself. Incorporating selections from Dorothyâs journals, scrapbooks, and collages in âThen Againâ gave Keaton a scrim to hide behind while she talked about herself; the most harrowing section of the book has to do with her body, her struggle with bulimia. She developed this self-destructive behavior when she was in âHairââshe was told sheâd be paid more if she slimmed downâand it continued for years until she finally beat it with the help of psychoanalysis (the talking cure, where, perhaps for the first time, Keaton was invested in dialogue outside of a script). In that chapter of the memoir, everything we feel and identify with in Keatonâs performancesâthe clouds that sometimes obscure the sun, the goodness that cannot face itselfâcomes rushing out, raw and true; itâs a shattering accomplishment, and one of the best things I have ever read about addiction. When I got to know Keaton a little, I said that, given all that she had learned, she should play the heroin-addicted Mary Tyrone in Eugene OâNeillâs âLong Dayâs Journey Into Nightâ one day. Her eyes widened, and she smiled as she turned away. Then Keaton, the introvert who loved to shine, the thinker who thought of herself as anything but, looked back and said, âThatâs all I need! Are you out of your mind?â â¦